I believe living in this ghetto/Hood is bringing out the worst in me. My personality of being a hermit is being justified living here. I hear gunshots at night now and then, and my neighbors kids bring about his cronies to shoot cilo and smoke bud on the front porch when the parent's away at work every day. I see myself now than before getting liquor. No 8-ball although its more tempting now being where i am. I feel im getting more ignorant towards other people, not watching what i say witht he result of being cussed out and being told how stupid i am. its now been a year since i moved here out of convenience, thanks to a interview i have monday afternoon i might have a chance to get out of it. Am I ready is the question i must ask myself if i am to get this gig. I'll figure it out.