A Bitter View

The past few days in class have taught me that my idea of how to write a paper in APA style was all wrong. The first papers I brought in had not relation to the structure that the instructors wanted. If it was up to me, I would gladly do it over again correctly but there was not exceptions but to do much much better next time.

I’ve been sitting by myself with anger for a couple of reasons, The main one is the bastards are still playing dice outside my back porch sitting on my steps after school. I’ve called the cops so many times when I see the, I feel like the boy who called wolf. I truly believe they toss my messages aside which makes me more pissed. Advice from various peeps have told me to take the dice from them. Hell, not when there over 7-10 deep that’s asking for a ass beating. My father told me to take pictures of them when they do it and that’s what ive started I’ve taken off the flash when they do it so the ignorant little bastards have no clue what im doing. Some have told me to just tell them to move, I tell them that if I even open the door and they look at me and continue what good is telling them to move going to do. Last time I came home they were on my porch and I stared down their cipher till they left. I know it has something to do with either the thief in the building or the other tenants child who hangs out with this crowd to rebel. Its my mother’s building and she doesn’t care one bit as long as she collects her rent. There’s trash about the whole backyard due to their hanging out. My boy gave me the best advice compared to all the rest. I need to get the Fuck out of this town!

On a good note, I think im in like flynn as a computer lab aid at my school. They remembered me and let me sign a sheet letting them know when I was available and what programs and hardware I knew on the spot. So finally I’ll have some part time work to do along with the full time school im attending.

Blend City is making waves, i got a good feeling about it. Since i always wanted to do a music site this was a perfect way and genre to start with (till i get shut down). I may discontinue my mixes, i feel im loosing my love to make them now.