For two weeks in a row I was approached by a student in class and both asked me the same thing which now bothers me. “You don’t like kids, do you?” The first sentence that goes through my head is “why the fuck would you say that” Then I see myself saying what my momma said to me when I asked her the same thing. I was always a rebellious person who hated authority (still does to this day) and long for the day I can be among the powerful you could say I’m a megalomaniac about it. She gives me the sane answer I gave to them “I don’t like the things that you do” and that’s real. I guess they can tell I’m fed up with this job and it shows upon my face. Of course the kids piss me off to the point I want to strangle the bastards and the lack of control as a sub frustrates me more. I still feel I have enough tolerance to have some in the future.