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Realest shit I ever wrote

In one of the forums i go to, the anniversary was coming up real soon. So everyone decided to put how their life has changed since the site started. It took me a while to munster up the key essencials and sum up my life from 01 to present but i did it. and I have to say gottdamn its sad, but i accept full responsibility for it since its my life. It's my mentality i need to get right.

  • Got laid off due to 911
  • Went from 40k yr to washing dishes at Bakers Square for min wage then quit in anger
  • Went on a couple of dates and got clowned each time.
  • Got a job 2 hours away by car from my home.
  • Developed G.E.R.D. due to stress
  • Was able to move intro my own place
  • Got a 2004 Dodge Neon SXT
  • Almost stayed a year till I got fired and my ride repossessed
  • Did public transportation for half a year
  • Got a used Ford Taurus
  • Became a substitute teacher to make ends meet and hate every minute of it.
  • Enrolled back into college for my masters.

All in all just Strugglin & Surviving.

What a downward spiral I’ve descended to. Maybe it's the negativity within me to point out the bad shit instead of the good but I gotta be real and say out of all of that 2 things are the best I could come up with that were sort of life changing. I know I’m built for this world; I just gotta find my niche and make it happen. Ya Gotta love grown folks Life!

Comments (3)

Sinro, if there's anything that I can say that is inspiring to what you just wrote, was the fact that you opened up about it. Pretty lame right? But the concept is intriguing. I just came off of a post where I spoke about how hard marriage is. But a tough marriage pales in comparison just to how hard "life" can be out here.

So unforgiving and in a blink of an eye it can take a person under. I once said that I didn't want to simply survive, and that I wanted to LIVE. Live long enough to enjoy the simple things in life and the other things that aren't so simple. I want to jump out of a perfectly good airplane before I die-lol- but that's the adventurer in me.

Hang in there big guy. Like I tend to think at times, there's got to be a better thing waiting for us in our future. I just wish to hell it would hurry up and get here. Be cool...

I feel ya. I got completely hammered at 9-11. First, business went bad and we lost our raises and bonuses...then I lost my job AND they made an accounting error that resulted me getting a severance check for...-$22,000. That's right, NEGATIVE 22 Gs. It took a while to find a decent job, and then another two years to get back to where I started. Actually, better than were I started. Keep your head up.

Derwin Alexander:

My fellow in the Wyld wyld Hundreds,
I got to say my life since 9/11 has had its ups and downs. I switched jobs twice. the most recent being a nice step up. I thank God every day for that.
In October 2001 I had a daughter, wondering what kind of world she's being born into.
Seeing the shit that Dubya and company get away every day makes me want to go to Canada.

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