A Bitter View

Now that the semester’s over ive come to a crossroads if you will. Y’see my dilemma deals with work. The computer lab has not changed their times to 8-5pm but I usually sub during those times. What it comes down to is work somewhere where I dislike is very stressful but gets paid more; or work at a place where I get paid peanuts but is very stress free. I’ve already made my decision due to bills piling up and since the school year is ending in another month I wont be there much longer.

My fall semester’s over and soon I will be out of work of both jobs during the summer. And my landlord/mother is threatening to evict me like she usually does if I skip any payment of rent at all. At the moment my only hope of currency is to enroll full time in school during the summer. That way I can still work for the computer lab and keep money coming in.

In the meantime I’ve been hustling like crazy creating a good visual business plan of what I want to do on the side and how I will implement it. I made out some brief b-cards with my symbol being a phoenix (I will rise again, on my momma!) When im not doing those I’m submitting resumes all over the state and beyond. I’m taking K’s advice and submit resume’s even if your half qualified and read between the lines. I admit my negativity keeps me from seeing the logic in this but I’ll take her word for it and just do it since I got shit else to lose.