A Bitter View

Well the Boondocks have landed and peeps are mad! The use of the N word was some people ticked off enough that a activist is starting a site to take it off the air. Wow, now to me the the show just started and theres people with tight asses. Now the only given argument i cant dissagree with is if you say the N word too many times then other races will want to say it. Now this has happened but Boondocks sure didnt start it. In that case we should've stopped Chappele in the first season. My boy claims he'd be surprised if it lasts more than 5 episodes. Well General TV style the trial is 6 episodes, then we'll see if its picked up for more. I see it this way: When the strip first appeared it was raw and people wanted to shut it down some newspapers succeded while some continued. and its still going to this day. I think the show will last as well.

In my previous blog, I complained about bitches who dont say thank you when I open the door for them. It took a while to learn its a south side thing. I got more thank yous from my fellow southsiders than northsiders. Scott Podsednik for the World Champion White Sox broke down the mentality very simple when describing why Cubs fans are hating on the Sox. "Northsiders are uppity" And I have to agree, many have a bourgeois mentality. You have to consider not only is chicago one of the most segregated cities in america (most blacks live on the south side while whites live on the north) the north side is also upper middle class as well. Most black men who are born and raised here like myself see moving to the north as a major goal with the theme song of the Jeffersons running through our heads. The job field is also divided, the north side contains the majority of white collar work next to downtown while the south side is built on blue. It's definely hell for me to drive from the south side to the north but its what I gotta do. What kills me more is how the kids in the north burbs "overthug" themselves to make up for them living in a good part of the city. Anyway considering i believe i have the most but not all the north down do i do as the romans do, or bring along my positivity regardless of how im treated. If anything best believe one day i'll finally get that piece of the Piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeee...

Eddie, why you so damn close to Johnny like you trying to hold his damn hand?! No man has to be that close to another man. YA'll NEGRAS SUSPECT! Plus both ya'll wearing blu blockers? AT NIGHT? you's a blind muhfugga, Joe! ya'll should get wit that redbone on the otha side. i'd hit it!

T.O. Lost his damn mind. Meet the Rodman of Football.

Who are these B5 niggaz that got lil girls boxin?

Why are they creating another Police Academy after all these years?

Why did they choose Sticky for the Blade ongoing series.

Why do niggaz brag about serving 80 years in prison like its shit to be proud of?

Why peeps still fuckin with Myspace when theres viruses being spread through it?

How could Eddie Guerrerro die so young? (R.I.P.)



Will they do Johnny Blaze Justice?

Midget Got back! Nobody cant tell her nuttin, she know she sexy! Look at dudes, they got a look on they grill considering if they'd hit it. At least she wouldnt have to get on her knees LMAO! :twisted:

I aint gonna admit it but..
I'm not much of a cook on my own without a microwave and had to eat burnt Rice-A Roni. Joy.

I turned down 2 invites to a bar my (ex)boss and baby brother offered. Even though they claimed they would pay for my drinks. I wouldnt let them do that. I'm older than the both of them i should be buying their drinks especially for my little bro. I dont want to mooch off anyone.

I got a phone interview with a company in schaumburg, It went well although everytime I say that i dont get the gig.
Being so far away it would interfere with with school but I went for broke. Its been 2 years now that I havent had a permament job.

I keep telling myself i'll call ol' girl but its true like the title of the book says. I'm just not that into her.
I want to keep her as a friend but I dont want her to believe anything will really happen.

GUN is a tight ass game. Playing it i keep thinking of my father since his favorite genre of flicks are westerns.

Introducing Trapped in The Closet Cliff notes. For the ignantly confused.

After watching Todays' Family guy I cant get the PEANUTBUTTER+JELLY TYME song out my head. (Maybe because I eat alot of them lately)

Got a dilemma hoping someone can offer some input on how to deal with it.
Reader should know that ive been unemployed for the last couple of year and I’ve been surviving through subbing and work/study. Shit happens and now all I got is my subbing but im not guaranteed work everyday. Anyway after struggling for months on popcorn & Ramen; I have an interview with a job in the far north of the city. Now here’s where the drama sets in. Everyone knows I need a permanent job. BADLY. The distance by car is 1 ½ hours but by public transportation is 4 hours (yes). Since my car isn’t new, the eventual wear and tear on my car will cost me. Public transportation will keep me from going back to school next semester. The pro is the experience i will recieve doing this gig. Considering those problems my issue is it worth going to? I'm going to the interview and no matter the decision i'll make I will regret.

1. I have little or no patience when it comes to Clues and hints.
2. I wish I could spend more time learning how to make beats.
3. The most productive thing I accomplished this past weekend was clean my bathroom.
4. The most enjoyable thing I did this weekend was beat Shadow The Hedgehog.
5. I've always wanted to learn how to become a producer.
6. If money wasn't an issue, I'd buy an 32-40" LCD HDTV.
7. I blog because I enjoy it.

Xbox360 went on sale midnight and peeps went loco. I was embarassed to see some of the dudes i know waiting in line in the cold for one on the news. The Games arent that impressive yet in my view.

What pisses me off more is a dude i know just copped 2 of them and is now selling them on Ebay for $1000.
What part of the game is this?

When someone tells you "I'm not like the rest. I do not treat men/woman like that. I do not play games!" Do you believe them?
No, because im all about action. I dont have to tell you i'm not like other men becasue i'll show you and thats what I rather see.

"If you could turn back time" What would you do different?
There are a few things i'd like to change but in the long run there so insignificant in my view. Maybe i'll talk about those thing later on.

Is there anything sexually that you do wont do?
No handcuffs, spankings or whips. no fingers up the ass either.

Do you date women of other races or strictly date black women?
I prefer dating sistas but I end up with girls of other races. lol

Could you ever marry outside your race?
I wont rule it out.

What time do you get up in the mornings for work?
6 am

What time do you get up on days you can sleep in?
10 or 11 am

What was the FIRST DVD you purchased?
The first one I ever purchased was a interactive movie called "I'm your man"

What was the LAST one you purchased?
The last one I bought was an anime series called "Sadamitsu: The Destroyer":

What will be the NEXT DVD you purchase?
The Sin City Special Edition DVD

I'm thankfull that I am working for the whole week but I cant stop there. I'll hit up the Labor ready for some quick cash if i can on the weekend. I owe money in too many places and its getting to me. I hate to borrow because I feel less than a man when I do. I instantly think of the line Slick Rick says. "Men dont steal, Hey most dont borrow." Out of my whole life this year alone, I had to ask for financial help every week and now im on the edge. I've checked into some places where I hopped it was possible for seasonal work. Although they tell me no, they let me sign applications anyway. I have one more month to go before I start school again and get my job back working at the computerlab.

Why is it now that my pockets are screaming ouch and my I owe my bank money, the girl I am interested in wants to get with me? DAMMIT!!