A Bitter View

1. Woke up at my usual time, but not as groggy
2. Watched the news for 10 minutes before getting up; thankful that the weather will be good today. Perfect present 4 me! I hope to enjoy some of it before dark.
3. Said a little prayer to thank the most high for helping me live this long
4. Put on my hygiene & my clothes
5. Put up my phone and saw that my moms called while I was in the bathroom
6. Checked my bank account to see I haven’t been paid yet. DAMN! No Portilillos!
7. Rode out to work
8. Decided to turn off Mancow and rocked Luke’s “Its your Birthday” off my Lyra before arriving at work
9. Also thought about the Playa track off Timbaland’s album.
10. Parked kinda crooked to avoid the geese shit lying around everywhere.
11. Walked into the office and started typing
12. Just realized I didn’t take my vitamin, Claritin or antacids today.
13. Expecting 6 people to call me today: Moms, Dad, Brother, Katisha, Vee & Michelle. Minus 2 I’m feeling.
14. Wish it was Friday so I could drink.
15. I know my brother’s gonna ask me that when he calls.
16. Gotta try to save my money for my moms’ b-day in 2 weeks I know she’s gonna want something big now that I’m working.
17. I’ll send ‘chelle flowers over the weekend. That’ll make her melt. 
18. Cuz had the dope idea to type out ya thoughts for the day.
19. Thx Paul Wall & Nelly for making Grillz a new fad now. Any muhfuggas that rock them deserves to get robbed.
20. So Bumpy J robbed a label mate and fucked up his deal at the same time. Explains why I haven’t heard shit from him lately. Thought he was gonna blow this year.
21. No I.D’s an A&R for Jermaine Dupree?! Wow.
22. Learned about a program that kills the hard drive and wipe it clean. I’ll take it don’t think I’ll ever use it.
23. Co-worker’s hooking me up with Certification practice tests. I gotta remember to hook him up with web templates I got.
24. Slow ass day as usual. Just how I like it.
25. Combing my hair in the washroom I saw a white piece of lint in my right temple.
26. The lint wouldn’t come out
27. OMFG! It’s a grey hair!
28. And another one!
29. I’m too young for this shit!
30. Better that I still have my hair than to lose it at an early age like my fam on my fathers’ side.
31. These new powder “just add water & shake” drinks are nice & quick but there either too bland or too sweet for me.
32. Gonna cop me some gourmet popcorn. Cheese, White cheddar, Barbecue & Nacho!
33. Found some Tylenol Sinus & 2 acid reducer pills in my book bag. Glad I brought it!
34. Should I get a Chocolate Peanut Butter cup pie or Oreo?
35. I got my Pie! it was that FIRE!!!
36. 3 hours left
37. STILL HAVENT GOTTEN PAID!
38. Guess I’ll rock Whoppers tonight and then Portillos & Harolds on the weekend!
39. Now I want sumthin from the Cheesecake Factory.
40. Got a call from everyone but K & my bro!
41. Had to settle for White Castle for My birthday dinner.
42. Feel like doing my own bad boy birthday line
43. Matter of fact im gonna!
44. I’ll write it out
45. It may sound lame & sad im doing it for myself to myself.
46. I don’t give a fuck!

Excuse me while I ill out for a moment.